Was so mad yesterday since i can't find what should i wore for meeting my friends, sometime i became so moody and when i throw all my clothes around i dun even care if they will get dirty or something,after 30 minutes i spent finally i made a choice.


Pissed off

Went to Cambridge with Imelda, and met with Sezu n Bf, Vida, and Sutrisna to discuss about their photo shoot concept.
it should be fun workin with them, since all of them are Crazy enough in making lots of jokes. can't wait till that day. met up at J.co ( Donuts, coffee and yogurt )

pictures:



This is what i wore. -_-



don't know why the heck i was standing there



me, imelda and sezu love them a lot



imelda and me were concentrated playing psp.



me and sezu acting chio



vida was totally hungry and ate "mami" well not mommy, it's kinda dry noodle cut into a very small pieces.



Sezu showed her big eyes



Vida showed her dumb face



Sutrisna, i think she looks chioness at here.



Imelda showed her freaky face



and me? hehehehe



vida again



Last but not least, Imelda pointed at the "No camera" sign and i'm ready to shoot.

That's it for today, hope u enjoy
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ARGHHHHH i'm fucken busy nowadays!! and just can blogging today, it's break time so i just have a really short time to write.
Last weekend i had a job which to shot a sweet 17th birthday party at Swissbell, the birthday's girl name Jessica Halim.well ofcos i don't know who is she at all. the first time i shot this kinda of event, seriously not nice. i prefer shooting models or landscape than event.. because event you have to shoot a lot a lot of things and people which is quite annoying.
i haven't check the photos yet, i told you i'm busy.

On Sunday i had another photoshoot, which is my own shoot larh, the concept is angels.. actually i really want to shoot with lots of angels like 5 or 6, but since i made this like suddenly, so it will be only two angels, A white angel and Dark angel.

another photographer Emily, also join
and the make up artist is my own bestie Imelda Suharsono, thanks a lot you are really helpfull.

The models :
Darnila Go ( Dark angel )
Felicia Anjani (White angel)

we found this location at Cemara Asri, It's freaking lots of mosquitos!! and some random bugs and insects, OMG! so scary... but luckily the photoshoot goes well :)
and here's some of the photos:



The White Angel, try to make a different thing and there you go. wish you like it :)



and ofcourse The Dark Angel, miss Darnila Go looks different, cause i want to put something different with her look and this is what i got. really dark one :)





Okhay, that's it for the today.. if you want to see others, just check out my facebook beside here ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------->
Thank you very much.

I gotta go now

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I think i'm just happy today, plus this crazy Black Eyed Peas new album make me dance around. it's really good and different from the previous album, you should listen to it.
Something make me change my mind and I know i have to get a new life, i mean a better life and a better me, nothing much just need some support word maybe "Jia Yo".
I thank GOD for bring me such a good good friends around me who's really supported me so much, I know You always care for me God, :) and that's why i'm happy.
I do believe that I walked through bad time but sometime that Bad things just turn into a gift and it's worth.
I want to be a better person, so i have to correct something that's missin inside me.

well i'm goin to share some movie here, i watched "Obsessed". most of you must be heard about it before aite? it's actually an action drama movie, but i like it! I thought Beyonce's so strong in this movie haha. okay well i guess i'm a lil bit outdated, so what?
here's the movie posters for ya to recognize weather you wanna buy the dvd or something:



and here's another poster, i guess it's a spanish poster dunno lerh:



and i like Ali Larter, she's super gorgeous and sexy inside.I wish i'm her! I love her in "Heroes" tho, she has that sexy look dunno how to describe larh.

Okhay let me tell you a lil bit about this movie, well Beyonce play as a lucky housewife with a husband who is a vice president in a big company played by Idris Elba, A very handsome man i think and they were gifted with a Son.
one day this mysterious lady (Ali Larter) come and work as an assistant for Idris, just as it who won't fall in love with a guy like Idris? She was so obsessed of her boss, cause seems her boss himself treat her really nice way, and who instead won't fall in love with a hot sexy lady like her? what will happen in the end, you will absolutely want to know.

Okhayy here's another movie for you, it's actually a new movie from the hadsome "CHANNING TATUM". No it's not G.I Joe, oh hell yea i'm waiting for that movie too! but this is not a movie i'm about to tell you, i'm talking about the movie called "FIGHTING". ever heard of it?
here's the posters if not:





Channing really lovely, i wish to have a boy like him sometime.. yea an American Boy or something, seems too hard to find it here, I know you will now look at me and say
"keep dreamin honey", cause i won't get one in the end.

Not much i can tell about this movie, just If you love Channing, you should watch this :)

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Last Saturday went to new club (Entrance) with lil sister, Emily, Jassindra, Carlyn, and my very best and old friend which almost long time never met and hang out together miss Darnila Go. :)
it's really nice to dinally met with old friend you know, we had a lots of gossips goin on and we can't stop talking crap.
before went inside like usual:







hohoho now let's get to the club





some of the view inside







took a pics inside, well i like the Dj i think it's better than Retro Loh.. because i dun really like Liveband afterall, i prefer full Dj.





met with July, one of my mom's waitress. she love to club and dance all night long.. this one crazy

party till 23.15 only, since Emi needs to went back home earlier.

that's it for that night.
and here's the yesterday story...
went lunch with Emily and sister and my lil sister also at Pizza Hut.



Pepperoni lovers the best and always



me and sister



emily and sister, they are definitely looks alike.



me me me me

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it's actually Saturday again and Thank GOD i have a plan for tonight, maybe get dirty in the club.
haven't go to Entrance yet since the grand opening, and i'm going tonight.. like seriously i really need to go there today. Don't try to stop me.

I just can't believe nowadays there's still lots of words and stuffs that stuck in my mind and it's not good at all, i tried to swept it away and not to think too much about it but still i can't and that made my hair a lil bit shed. sigh.
my age getting older each day and yes i realize that, just somehow i don't even think about it. i just wanna spend my life for something usefull although i'm not sure i should do what.
some of you will definitely say " u can go find a guy now for Godshake " same story, or maybe some of you will say " open ur own business and do something that can earn lots of money in the future " sounds boring.
all i can say is what a boring life.
This world is become mean and cruel, just the fact in the end human being will kill each other for their self interest.
why the hell am i mumbling this for aniway?
I just don't know.

here's some pics for ya about Last night, went to Dinner with Jos and Sendy at Sunday Cafe, Sun Plaza.





Jos wore a sweet long flowery dress, and she told me there's a person said Oh Look there's a bride! hahaha





and i wore a low v cut shirt with cardigan on it and a very hot pants. i think i look sex last night, like seriously.



last but not least.

Now i tell you the most precious time is when you spend your time with your bestie and you talk crap and jokes around, laugh and tears. better than you get lots of money but then you don't have a friends.

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Something is destroying my minds, i look around..it's still the same.
The same Boring life..I didn't smile today, I just staring at emptyness.

That voice...
it told me to forgot about everything.
it wake me up everytime i tried to close my eyes.
it doesn't make sense at all
ah.. i think i'm dreaming.
but my feeling isn't a lie..
I should admit that i'm missing someone.
That Someone... might be hated me now.
I still don't understand... what am i doing? waiting for this unsure thing.
my mind's distracted.
that whispering voices still hang in there, told me to move on... but, I doubt. can i?

I just realize... to love someone isn't that easy at all, i do believe those who love each other can't always be together, am i right? or i just.... mumbling to myself?
Do you ever feel somehow the one you love will dissapear everytime you get closer to them, those who you did not love, they keep coming to your life..
They keep asking you..
They wants to be with you..
They somehow give so much care to you
They offering their sincerity..
Offering their hearts..
Even they wants you to be their whole life,
I'm confused... why it's not someone I Love who said that? but rather someone who love me, and i'm not even fall in love with them?

I'm standing in a crowd
people's laughing..
but i found out, i'm just alone in that crowd..
The rain falls down sometime...
But no one's offering their umbrella.
Do you ever feel that somehow in your life.. You are just alone?
walking without no way to turn?
This tears just wash away that day
A very cold day.
Sometime you just wish your life is a non-sense fairy tale
A happy ending Love story..
Yea, sometime you wish.

What's this called Love?
I still don't get it..
as i know,it keeps running away from me everytime i tried to hold on it.
I feel tired...
Really tired...
here i am again, still sitting and staring at emptyness.



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Went to my primary school this morning, what did i do at there just now? why i went there?Just to death i was missing something like this:



the most delicious fried rice!well for me only i guess. OMG! can't believe they still sold it till now!! i was dying to eat this since yesterday, so i went there to bought this for today breakfast :) quite satisfied lah afterall, it's been long time tho.. and amazingly they got same taste like last time. i thought the old lady's starting getting old and i was afraid she's harder to differenciate the taste, but she's not that old at all.You can get this for only 5000 rupiahs. or even you can buy it for 3 to 4.000 rupiahs, damn cheap and it's good! try it. seriously...ah ya.. location Sutomo Primary school at jalan Thamrin.

here's another food that will make you hungry as well:



A Tea Garden's BAKED RICE! super yums!! feel the Cheese cover with chicken chop and a very tasty rice on ur mouth, melting deep deep deep.. FEEL IT YOU MORON! :D

Dunno what to write at all, so i'll be just Log off now.
dadah...

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Ok ok stop that mac! why the hell did you do that?
Damn.

ah, i just wanna share my saturday night, went out with Emily Lee, i mean Emily Ma and my Lil sister Christine, dunno where to go so just went to Sun Plaza and Sushi Tei for Dinner baybeh.

The foods:







I absolutely dun like the last food whatever the name's... the first and second ordered were totally Slurrpyyy!!
Also Salmon Mentayaki and Salmon Mentai, and Beef Katsudon (No pics for this)

Like usual some pics for you:



Christine smile so bright till she dunno.... Dunno what?



I'm sorry but it's me being Chio again.



Emily tried my hat on, Hm.. not bad laa hor..





Yes Yes.. that's it for the pics.
after that I met the Most Drama Queen in town, Miss Darnila Go. hahaha
so Damn long time haven't saw her.. well she's not really different from the last time i saw her.
Maybe she's thinner, but not sure lah.. she herself said she's Thinner.

Dessert at L.A.BETTY. the most famous Frozen Yogurt in my town now, looks like everyone is eating Yogurt nowadays, tsktsktsk. I think i can't eat too much cause it's for slimming rite?
can't imagine if i keep eating that thing by now.

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