If anyone asks 
I'll tell them we both just moved on 
When people all stare 
I'll pretend that I don't hear them talk 

Whenever I see you 
I'll swallow my pride and bite my tongue 
Pretend I'm okay with it all 
Act like there's nothing wrong 

If anyone asks 
I’ll tell them we just grew apart 
What do I care 
If they believe me or not 

Whenever I feel 
Your memory is breaking my heart 
I'll pretend I'm okay with it all 
Act like there's nothing wrong 

I'm talking in circles 
I'm lying, they know it 
Why won't this just all go away 

Is it over yet? 
Can I open my eyes?
Is this as hard as it gets? 
Is this what it feels like to really cry?
Cry.....

sooooo happy birthday to me, i finally turn 25! and it's half way to become an old woman, damn. i can't imagine when i turn 30 and still not yet married, while watching all of my friend tie a knot. i'm gonna die.
alright then skip it for a while and let's jump off to today post.

so yesterday was my birthday, and i pretty much enjoyed it although not as much as last year. but i always thankful to be given opportunity to celebrated with all of my best friends (selected only). so threw a dinner gathering at Oflaherty's and before i arrived, they'd already set up the place, quit impressive though:

my table filled with all those chio balloons! what is birthday without balloons? :D 

and thank you for those chio random birthday card you made me buddy Vilist, believe me i hang it in my room! hahaha

and of course another birthday cake with the annoying candles written '25'

before i'm there, Vilist and Tara were cam-whored without me!

right when i arrived, Jos and Tara light up the candles

and there you go the birthday girl aka me!

this 3 beautiful angels are incomplete without their Charlie dear one Steven Leonard :(

all together before i blow the candles

lots to wish for, but never enough.

To show how much you love your friend, therefore there's always the kissing scene:

first step is Tara

second is Josclind. She put the '6' candle beside 25 so it became 625!!!! LOL

Third is Angelin

and then this:

I was harassed by Vilist!!!! HELP! 

and then well okay, i forgave her for that.

Tara always excited to be in the camera. hahaha

while taken this, Vilist suddenly applied the cream from the cake at my pretty smooth face! how dare her.

and Tara also put some at my cheek. 

This three bitches are incomplete without the one and only their Black angel JONTER! she never showed up in the end of the day, which is pretty upset.. but don't worry i still love you Jen.

took some random pics before started the dine.

angelin's potato skin 

me, Vilist and Tara shared two plates of baby back ribs 

Josclind's spaghetti

for starter: chicken wings and fried stuffs.

The polaroids:

last but not least:

Thank you all for coming, and thanks for the little simple gorgeous surprise.. love you guys always! xoxo

i'm out

Happy birthday my dear friend Jennifer Japar aka Jonter aka Jontriasi aka The seafood platter aka Jennot! so me, vilist and Tara was celebrated Jenni's birthday last Monday at Sushi Tei. well the planned was... to surprised her during her dinner with boyfriend. so vilist had beed contacting her boyfriend from while ago, and we're in the same place at Sushi Tei, just different table. so while waiting for Jenni's bf confirmation when should we showed up, me , vilist and Tara had our own meal:

Kani Mentaiyaki in a very new shape

I forgot what's this called, but it's a new menu.

Hanasaki Ika Tempura

I don't know what's this called. but trust me it's not a 'poopoo' . it's actually a sushi rice with cheese cover with beef meat.

Tara ordered one of this creepy menu!

errrrrrrrrr. it's not my menu actually. Vilist ordered it.

Salmon salads???

ordered this, and guess what's behind this sushi?

TADAAA!!! it's a special request from us to put the name "JONTER" on it. cute eh?

The almighty Vilist!

me me me!

The adorable Tara!

me and Tara together

it's not a birthday without a birthday cake.

so, after finished our dinner, Jenni's bf texted vilist and said that we can showed up already.. so here we come:

Jenni turns 25!!

surpriseddddddddd!!! Jenni was really surprised of course and she's been asking her bf if one of us did contact him or not. thank God, Le boyfriend did a pretty good job by hiding the truth behind the lies. hahahaha

and it's not a birthday without a birthday hat!

jenny looks happier!

can't stand without hugging her

she said she was pretty upset before 'cause none of us wish her happy birthday in the morning.. poor jennot hahahaha

time to blow a candles! not forget to mention that it's the first time at my blog, Jenni's boyfriend!!!! hahahaha welcome.

time to cut the cake!

we told Jenni's bf to kiss jenny and he doesn't want.. so this happened:

believe me it's a LOL moment.

and then this happened. LOL poor Jenni.

Tara also got some piece of cake at her face. hahahaha

Jenni gave each one of the sushi Jonter we made her just now

but vilist never got one, so she came up with this face.

but then she's back on track since jenny gave her a holly kiss. i'm kidding.

me, Tara with birthday girl

last but not least:

That's the end of the story! with the birthday girl bullied by us. 

i'm out