can anyone tell me for how long i let my blog got rusty and dusty? i was dissapeared for like half year My GOD.. oh yea i love to dissapear from blogging world i told you.
for that phase, actually there's a lot of things i wanna share about.. start from my holiday at the end of last year, new persons i met in this new year, till new lover.
but i think i just skip the holiday and met new persons part, since i think that's not too necessary.

talking about new lover, yea i did found one.. and it's just started last June. but again i have to say.. it's over already two days ago . we were dating for like just 11 days, poor me huh? actually i feel happy since broke up with him. cause i feel really uncomfortable at all when i'm with him. well i have to say nowadays i can't really like in love with someone.
and that, i feel terrible.. cause i feel so bored when the relationship is on. but that's not the point why i broke up with him,i just don't get it why "Boys" always act like they are the nicer person in this world at the beginning?when first time you did some chit chat with them you seems believe that they are the perfect one,the one for you. yea i did that.
but what did i get?? "NOTHING"!! bleh just wasted my time here.
they try hard to get you and it seems worth it when we accept them, they are being super nice before they are with you. that's true, beleive me girls.

okhay, skip that..
let's begin. when i'm with him.. he's totally become a diff person. you see, is there a boyfriend that told his gf to stay at her house while their parents are not home? i mean yea.. ofcourse it is,why not? i bet u answer that, "BUT" there's a but here. we just start the relationship here, hello boy?? okhay he said that he just want to talk with me and maybe with talking we can get more closer to each other, but ofcos i'm not that stupid.. if they really care for you, i mean they don't have to ask you to stay at their house just when their parents are not there rite?? ofcos they want to have SEX with you laa! you think i was born yesterday meh?

okhay next, one day in earlier morning,my mobile rang, one message received. it's from him.. you know what he wrote?
"MESUM YUK!" which is in english it's written "LET'S FILTHY". I mean, he just woke up and he type that kinda things to me?? where the hell on earth do you think you livin at? THIS IS INDONESIA MAN. I hate that kind of guy Lor.. just wanna take advantage from their new Gf only! grrrrr

the most poor thing dating with him is, He NEVER pay my meal. that's the most irritating one.seriously. i mean he got pay mine first, but when i PRETEND to pay him back ( girls love to do that) , HE DEFINETELY TAKE MY MONEY. I was like W T H? embarassing.even in front of his friends, how come he's not PHAISE?everytime like that lor.. even for the cheap meals he dun want to pay for me.. WU LIAU! he rather go buy this unbelievable DOTA game stuffs which is just can be use only while playing DOTA and it costs 500.000 rupiah (it's a lot of money alr)rather than treat me a meals for just 40.000 rupiah. . oh come on he's not poor.. he has TWO cars okhay? even it's not that expensive class cars. but it's a CAR. I just think he's super STINGY and DISGUSTING. i don't believe i can fall for him lor, that kinda guy.one BIG mistake. sigh. so i better break him up two days ago.
it's still a lot things of him that make me sick. but i'm not gonna tell you again, cause it will take too much conversation here.. and it can get my nerve ON!


just some note here ladies : never ever date a guy that love theirself more than they love you girls. it's stupid and it's so not woth it. i'm not here to judge anyone, it just what happened to me,and i'm just trying to share here. so if you disagree with me, i don't mind.. :)



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