It was raining heavily last night, and I'm waiting for whole hours waiting for my precious little girl to be born. yea She's a girl. she's kinda naughty because it took almost one hour to let her came out.. although like that she was born normally and she's healthy ^^i remember i hold her around 7.10 pm and she hugs me tight, so cute :)Because it's raining when she's born to this earth so i give her a name "RAINY". There's Three witnesses to watch this girl born in this planet, thanks to my very besties Imei, Seju and Catherine for accompany my day :) . I brought her home with lot's of affection and i will see her grow up everyday.

Wait a minute.Did i say a Baby?hahahaha

Nooooo... it's not a baby actually, but she's so special!!

wanna see what it is?check this out:

TADAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Introducing You to Rainy ^^
Yea that's rite, finally i bought my own SLR camera! CANON 450D TYPE! with my own money ofcos.. hmmm so proud so proud. :)the first time ever i'd spent a lot of money for something i really want, and i'm damn proud of it. satisfied satisfied, And Rainy is shiny today :)

That's it about Rainy for now, watch her grow okhay??

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Ugh I hate today! why?since i woke up this morning it didn't give me such a great sign, all i know was i keep dropping things today! wth?and i am not in a real mood, because of something...can't exactly tell you what is it, but yea.. i think sometime i'm tired to think. tired to care. so much tired man...sometime i just don't understand why people like to out of their mind and pretending that everything's ok?? in fact that is not okhay at all.and sometime i'm really tired too of pretending that i'm okhay with everything... deep inside my heart, i am not okhay, i'm just the one who keep wondering why i can act like this is fine for me? i don't know what to say at all..why i keep repeating the same words aniway?? whatever lah..

And one more thing, i called the people about things i ordered last sunday, and he keep saying that yesterday should be arrived already, but then just now he said my stuffs haven't reached yet. wtf man.see?? i told you today is not my good day i guess, don't know what will happen again later on, hmm... and I'm sorry to my colleagues for being so emo today :(

Last night went out with Emily Cs, to take some night shot.. since i don't have the camera on my hand at all..so i just be the model with Emily's friend Cindy Wiryadi,the one i shot before. actually i don't want to be the model since i look horrible last night, but well no choice lah.. nothing to do ler, bo pien loh..here's some pics behind the scene:

Emi shooting Cindy

4 others photographer ( all their camera were great one Lorh ) phaise Lohh if wanna compare with mine.

Emi and Cindy again

Yo Emily, she looks cute on her Red jacket :)

That's it for today, not in a good mood right now, but luckily someone call me and said that my stuffs arrived already. Thank GOD you still Love me then.

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Woke up this morning, had the stupidest nightmare ever... how can someone like me dreamt of A HUGE GIANT HUMAN like the one in "Texas Chainsaw Massacre" Movie? wtf.
This Huge man look alike the MAN in that movie, just his face was cover by bandage, and i remember clearly in that whole dream i was keep running like hell try to avoiding from this Phsycho man. HE IS TRYING TO KILL ME! -___-
well in my dream not just me but there's still few people like 9 person with me, well i guess they were my friends, but i can't see clear of their faces..kinda weird. AH YAA and this is the most ridiculous one, HOW COME TYRA BANKS WAS IN MY DREAM TOO???? in that 9 person including Tyra, super Chioness can!

we were all running and like playing hide and seek with this Man, i also remember Tyra's head was chop off, but it was chopped from above, so it's just her back head was cut but it's MAGIC! SHE DIDN'T DIE! wtf man.
that dream was ridiculous once again.

all i know i'm survive from that murder, and two people dies.
stupid dream.

Okhay skip that for now, just want to share a lil bit about saturday... had a dinner at Sushi Tei with my best schoolmate, Imelda and Catherine.
Imelda had Citibank credit card and by using it can discount 100.000 rupiahs from your ammount, means from 400.000 you just pay 300.000. damn nice not???

so here's some photos:





Imelda and Catherine





Cath and me




me and imelda ak.a Imei
first of all should congrats her, cause she's just back from her wedding photo session in Bali.
wahh.. all my friends are getting married and yes. I AM STILL SINGLE.



introduce a very nice Waffle Choco Ice Cream



WAHHH NICE!!!!



hmmm hmmmmm





hihihihi nice horrrr..
ah yaa.. we ordered two pieces of this, damn nice.

that day really full and so much satisfied, cause i ate alot. :)

last photo:



last but not least, like what i had promise you before:



The video of my photoshoot, enjoy yah ^^

one more thing
MEDANNNNN CITYY IS TOTALLY HOT LIKE BURN IN HELL THESE TWO DAYS! wanna die you know?
damn.thinking of run away from this city for a while, grrr..
luckily today's weather is better lah than yesterday.
Okhayy back to work.

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Just want to say, The video of my photo shoot came out already ^^ and will upload it tomorrow.
A BIG THANKS to JAND WEE Team again for uploading the video.
keep rockin guys~

let's have dinner at Citi restaurant, miss the Crabby cheese ^^


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It's always me who always run from the fact that i care.
Why should i care?
Question.
Am I fall in love again?
Big Question.
I don't know at all....

This is Last week shot, which i took from inside my house.. well i found the ideas that i should use this room (dark room) to have some photo session, altho I HATE to took night shoot since i don't have Flash and My Camera is a lil bit old. really wish i can buy my own Canon SLR camera right now, why my Dad so unfair? He never allow me to buy it although i'm using my own money? and yes i am envy to everyone who has their own Canon camera, Argghh! stupid!

Okhay skip that for a while, again and again the same models:

Starring Christine Winardi & Steven Leoanard

Steven did the make up himself, well it's quit good actually, altho it looks a lil bit like a thief. hahaha and yes, he was wearing a black cloth and black pant. he looks cute on his outfit but yet he looks like dark cat, or dark thief both? hmmm dunno lah..

last but not least

Hohohoho. that's it for today... signing out~

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I am so not mood for today, cause my body and leg are hurting my nerve! i am so sleepy tho.WHY TODAY MUST WORK???here's the stories.. Yesterday had a photoshoot with JanDwee Photography team,and we only sleep for like two hours, woke up at 3 am for the
make-up.i am the first to go, I should admit that the make-up artist, Yuliana Gho was totally great.when she started to make up on me, it's quiet difficult since my eyes a lil bit sleepy eyesand small she said. but then she reali did with a great patient and confident then after finished i look at myself i was like... GEEZ I LOOKED LIKE A DOLL! I love the make up, really.not good for me to be make up the first one, since i have to wait for 6 other models again to be make-up. wait is always been boring lah.. and yet sleepy.after finished all, we started the first photo session,i think around 10 in the morning lah, when the plaza still close and there's nobody there accept the worker. we were shot by Januardy, He is so creative and great in photography, well he's younger than me lorh, yet he's amazing.
after first session took around 30 minutes i guess, we move to another second photo sessionthis time was really hard. Really Really Hard, but i guess we all did the great job. hopefully the photos were stunning lorh, ciayo ^^
then after second session we had to get back to house and change for another make up and another photo session, can you feel how tired was that?? and i just get back home at nine in the night, so tiredd sleepy and yet hungry.

i'm not gonna tell you about our photo session completely and who is the models, will show the photos when it's reali finished..i think you guys will like "WOW" hihihihi, curious huh?? so happy to make people keep curious and curious XD.Okhay, should go now then... hoammm damn sleepy.

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Like what i promise you yesterday, today i'm gonna share some of my photoshoot last sunday.
me and my friend,Emily were the photographer. starring 4 models : Darnila Go, Steven Leonard, Cindy Wiryadi and Christine Winardi.
My very first time to took this kinda shot, i'm vey excited cause that day sun shine so bright... hmm, actually just in the morning.. till we wanted to begin the photoshoot and yea.. it's raining. wtf.
but we didn't stop cause the rain lorh..
Emily gave a suggestion to took a lil bit "Death Note" shoot. so here we go:



Steven Leonard
I dunno what's his character? actually i'm not sure bout all the character.. are they reali death note? hahahaha



Darnila Go



Christine Winardi



Cindy Wiryadi

















that's some of it. ^^ hope you like it!!

still curious bout others pic? you can visit my facebook for more pics... the link at this side --------------------->

gotta live now

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Yay! finally i had my hair cut! CHOP CHOP!!
but what i didn't like is it's a lil bit too short and not like what i expected.. I hate the barber man, actually he's not man at all.. i mean he's Gay.
I told him already try not to shave my hair, please just cut it not shave since my hair really smooth and little, but guess he didn't really get me. Grrr is He stupid Or what?
Because i'm a good person, so i won't tell u where is the barbershop i cut my hair this time.
the first time he cut it, i was like Fuck man what did you do to my hair? everyone was like lookin at me lah at the salon.. because my hair really weird this time. They must be laughing inside their bad heart, laughing at me and my stupid hair cut. WTF.

But then... miracle happened, and this is what my hair lOoks like now:





NAH NOT BAD EH??? LOL
now you can't laugh at all.. it's cool afterall eventho i look like a lil bit boyish with my new hair cut
but yeahh.. I like it. No not really.. still hate the barber man, i style my hair by myself that's why it can look that cool ok? so the barber man just a rubbish. a stupid rubbish. that's it.

Have a photoshoot yesterday with 4 models.. hehehe curious of the pictures? will upload it tomorrow then. I'm the photographer hor.. not the model.
if you can't wait? can go check out my facebook then. :)

that's it for today...
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I'm back darlinx... been dissapear for such a long time. reason?
okhay first; i'm busy and almost all the time, second; i'm lazy to upload pics here, third; facebook make people stop playing anything except keep playin it! damn!
so today i free myself to update a lil bit about my birthday this year, woahh I AM 23 LORH! damn fuckin old already! and i haven't find the right one for me :( HOW??
don't worry mama said, faith not going anywhere.. they are standing in front of you.
ha ha ha ha
been thinking and thinking, all my friends are getting married soon! wtf.
and me???? still alone? single... Yes. and now i am getting old. O-L-D.
well... you know what, actually i'm not really think about it.. since boys are disturbing for me.
so i'm happy enough rite now.. and all i think about now is being a successfull woman,don't laugh.
everyone can dreamin what...

so here's some pics of mine. i am 23 but i still look young, don't worry don't worry. hihihi
don't believe it? check this out:





SEE???? SEE???
Still cute still sweet like 17th years old young girl. HAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHHA

stop joking okhay.... continues:



My breadtalk blackforest cake from my mom, thanks mom ^^



it's time to make a wish



God.... Please send me the one to live with me and give happiness in my life.... amien.



Blow the cake~

Dad gave me a gold necklace for my bday, thanks a lot.
and had dine last nite @ Taipan Restaurant:

check it out:





something different?



Look again closer....



Yes.... my cloth.
and now i should tell you again, why i wore a different cloth that day..
actually it's not the same day. My chinese bday is on Monday and my indo bday is yesterday (Thursday). because we are chinese people so my mom always think that we should celebrate our chinese bday not indo bday.. that's why on Monday the day i had my cake, and last nite they treat me dinner, so that's the reason.

continue to the beverage:



Green Brocoly, so crispy and yammy ^^



I'm not sure what is this.. but it had 4 prawn cover with a strange cream.. i think the cream had a lil bit mint taste, cause it's green. and the middle of it, is fish meat, veggies and scallop.



Tofu. it's really nice....



Roasted chicken.



This is Beef



Last but not least, it's "GURAME" fish cover with Thai taste.

Like usual my brother not really like to take a pic, so i don't have his pic at here.. but he's join the dinner too.

that's ittttttttttttt for today, finally i updated my blog! will update again soon. ^^
gotta go now..
it's a busy day.....

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