Hello again.... Hello baby,

That's true today is 24th April. so why 24? do you still remember? it means i'd love you for 1 year.. well i don't know what to write actually, 'cause i think i had wrote everything in everywhere. but i just feel like writing to you like i used to. :) even you said "there's no way i'll coming back to you". yeah sad but truth. hahah fact is.. sad to be me. i know i look pathetic for begging for your love. well some people did beg for love and crave for it, but everyone need to be loved right? nobody wants to be alone if Ricky Martin said. Someday somewhere you'll find someone to love too, just when that happen i wish that person is me. :)

i always believe in what God has plan for me, for us maybe He know that this is not the right time for us to be together, but who knows.. we are meant to be in the end of the day. everything happens for a reason, and i know my reason is to have you in my life.
So do you remember the first time we met and everything was started? people said when you try to forget someone in your life, do remember the first time when you're so much in love with them. well maybe that's why i can't stop forget about you 'cause i'm just in love with you everyday, just in a different way. in your way.

so instead of just talking, today i made something different. i speak with pictures. So read closely:

You might think i'm crazy, fuck it so what if i'm someone who is crazy? yeah someone who's crazy about you baby. somehow somewhere deep inside my heart i still see a little, even just a little little hope in you. but i promise myself not to let it go. so.. hahaha here i am standing lost nowhere to go. i'm slowly drifting apart. don't you see that i need you so bad to keep me in balance? :'(
Life is harder than we thought, i cry through it sometimes..
and if that someone who will love you one day, i bet that person will not love you as much as i love you.

Last but not least i'll cherish the 24th day today, so cheers for you and me, cheers for us! Cheers for the day when our love became one. baby, I'll love you always no matter what.