Something is destroying my minds, i look around..it's still the same.
The same Boring life..I didn't smile today, I just staring at emptyness.

That voice...
it told me to forgot about everything.
it wake me up everytime i tried to close my eyes.
it doesn't make sense at all
ah.. i think i'm dreaming.
but my feeling isn't a lie..
I should admit that i'm missing someone.
That Someone... might be hated me now.
I still don't understand... what am i doing? waiting for this unsure thing.
my mind's distracted.
that whispering voices still hang in there, told me to move on... but, I doubt. can i?

I just realize... to love someone isn't that easy at all, i do believe those who love each other can't always be together, am i right? or i just.... mumbling to myself?
Do you ever feel somehow the one you love will dissapear everytime you get closer to them, those who you did not love, they keep coming to your life..
They keep asking you..
They wants to be with you..
They somehow give so much care to you
They offering their sincerity..
Offering their hearts..
Even they wants you to be their whole life,
I'm confused... why it's not someone I Love who said that? but rather someone who love me, and i'm not even fall in love with them?

I'm standing in a crowd
people's laughing..
but i found out, i'm just alone in that crowd..
The rain falls down sometime...
But no one's offering their umbrella.
Do you ever feel that somehow in your life.. You are just alone?
walking without no way to turn?
This tears just wash away that day
A very cold day.
Sometime you just wish your life is a non-sense fairy tale
A happy ending Love story..
Yea, sometime you wish.

What's this called Love?
I still don't get it..
as i know,it keeps running away from me everytime i tried to hold on it.
I feel tired...
Really tired...
here i am again, still sitting and staring at emptyness.



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