Back from the busy weekend, BIG SIGH* when will i get my real holiday like excuse me? another BIG SIGH* listening to Crush from David Archuleta now. well to be honest gonna listen to it over and over again today, BAM me.

here's the part of the lyrics:

I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time
Deep inside it was a rush, what a rush

Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way
About me, just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
Cause I've tried and tried to walk away
But I know this crush ain't going away
Going away

well, i know i seems so dramatic right now, but what? i just want you to know how i feel okhay?

Frankly i never ever throw you out from my heart, eventhough i pretend to be like everything is super okhay, and pretending like i fucking move on, the fact is i am not and i somehow think of you, like much, but i know..again i can't never get you. you'll never be mine.

it hurts me more like thousand times when you're already with someone. and yes FuckMyLife.

why is it so hard to get you out of my mind? deep inside i know that someone will never have a feeling like the way i feel for you, but i guess you never know about that.

The most happiest thing is when you called me up when i don't even think you would do that.
but when i actually think we could be together, again you holding back. i'll never understand you i guess, but I can't wait any longer. what can i do to make you mine?

well if you're reading this right now and if you know who you are i just want to say, I miss you....



woo! i can't believe i just wrote that down! BAM BITCHES!

okhay well, let's skip that and got something for you! went out with my Dearest friends Imelda and Sezu had Pizzas for Lunch yesterday. so here we are:

Garlic cheese Bread is always nice.

me with suppa tired face.

Sezu looks pretty with her middle part fringe.

sezu with boyfriend, Wiliang.

Imelda with Husband, Rovin.

American Favorite stuff crust my favorite!

always love Chicken wings!

me with sezu.

haha! i like sezu's pose, both of them look cute!

Last but not least:

Three bitches together! BAM! hearts them as always.

alright that's it for today! thank you for watching, oops i mean for reading! xoxo

i'm out