Hmm.. feel so nice listening to some romance song while writing this.. give me an inspiration..
Another silly question today, Why I can't get over you? Just WHY CANNOT? are you that stick in my mind? I kept telling people around how much I miss you, like everyday every second.. sighs*
some of them said i'm crazy. Yes I am crazy.. I am so MADLY Crazy, I don't know why this feeling hurts everytime i remember you. some even told me to get over you, i scream at them and said CANNOT! I JUST CAN'T!!!!
although just a short time we know each other, but how much i feel you this close everyday, I miss hugging you..miss when you're laughing..miss the way you look at me, miss your voice in the midnight of silence, miss your soften smell, sighs*
You might be far away...
You might be out of my sight...
I don't even know what yo doing out there..
Are you doing good? do u ever think of me like i always do?
I'm falling apart, I barely breathing with a broken heart...
I just can see you trough this nonsense technology..
And true I just can write it here, couldn't tell you how i feel, but i want you to know this is truly from my heart, I realize I fall in love so deep... I don't have the cure, You are my favourite drug.

Something always brings me back to you
It never takes too long
No matter what I say or do
I'll still feel you here 'til the moment I'm gone

You hold me without touch
You keep me without chains
I never wanted anything so much
Than to drown in your love and not feel your rain

I live here on my knees
As I try to make you see
That you're everything I think I need
Here on the ground
But you're neither friend nor foe
Though I can't seem to let you go
The one thing that I still know is that
You're keeping me down...

If you're reading this... "If you are". I don't know if you did read my blog or not. But I just wanna write about it.. maybe someday You'll see it... I am still waiting, Will I ever see you again? that will be a new answer for me everyday.

Missing you everyday in my life...



Holding Your heart~

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