The world is defeating me
Saturday, January 09, 2010


Last night i cried like crazy, i don't know why.. but this feeling hurts so much. it's like this world is against me and they are killing me badly. it's like a blade slice your skin... i felt apart over and over again, i've been betrayed too many times by what people called it Love. Love is a Bitch.

i fucking tell myself do not cry again for this stupid thing! but i can't deny it, this heart broken into million pieces like the last time i felt.. it cames back and it haunting me. I hate it! I hate myself! I hate being like this! everytime when i started to think that you are the one, you just walk away.. and left me with no reason and never turn back. i'm Fucked up, I couldn't say a word except that, i want to say I HATE YOU for making me like this, for crushing my heart, for burn down my tears... for...... sigh* But then i can't speak out cause i know I love you...

when someone tell you, it will be okhay, everything will be okhay... the fact is... it won't.
i hated my heart for trusting and loving u till its betrayed me, maybe your heart still lying, or is it true? you have forgotten me this fast.. and without give me any clear reason you ignore me. the great time we had... will never exist for you isn't it?
it's all bullshit isn't it?
haha.. i'm just the fool who didn't know that this gonna happened. you are truly pain in the ass.. you make me fall for you and now.. you're gone.

I love you but I hate you.....


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