When I come with this title, the first thing that cross my mind is "best". Yes, i will be honest She's the most adorable and kindness Friend for me, Love her so much till can't say with a word. It's not easy to find one true friend, But Thank GOD for sending me such an amazing friend to complete my life exactly. I've been thru a lot of time and had met a lot of person in a different way, but there's no one like you. Josclind if you are reading this, I want you to know that I will always look you as one caring amazing super kind Best friend and sister for me, and I promise to sculpture ur name in my heart always. Love you baby :)

"Many people will walk in and out of your life, but only true friends will leave footprints in your heart."

Okhay now let's talk about sunday, went on a date with Josclind for lunch at Taipan.



she told me to try this weird soup, I think she said it was a kind of bird soup, in Bahasa it called "SUP BURUNG DARA".



A chinese tea is good for health.





Took a pic of her. <3



and she took mine, hahaha i am so lucky cause my bg is beautiful.



we ordered a lot.

after that accompany her to Sun Plaza to buy something, then we stopped at cafe for another Ice Tea.





she took another pics of me. <3

we did have fun that day, cause it's been long time never hang out like this. after that, she went to visit my crib, yet she said she misses my dogs, but i know actually she only miss me. :p

Okhay that's it for today!!! I'm signing out now.

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Hey readers, yawn*
I'm back again.. what to write? not much.. maybe just wanna share some photos from last wednesday, had Sushi Tei for dinner with "Excessive" Bff. Emily, Steven and my Lil sista.
before out from home, took a self portrait XD



I kinda like Bnw these days.. so just shot a BNW type larh.

my lil sister also got:



she looks nice in bnw, i mean.. better from color one.

okhay, now back to sushi tei, craving for sushi for like a view weeks ago, and finally...
luckily i ate that day, it suppose to be today when i have my sushi, but then i can't control my pretension and my other friend just told me that today she can't make it for dinner. fiuh luckily i had it already last wednesday. :D





Mr. Steven acting HOTness as always...



emi, always look strange in picture. -__-



my sister.





LOLS











ordered a salmon mentaiki, tuna salad crispy mentai, kani mentaiki, chuka idako, black cavary(if i'm not mistaken how to spell it), some kind of udon, and other sushi dunno what they called larh.
damn full but so happy, sushi <3

after the Chio photos, now let me take u to the end of today story...





hang out with friends somehow make me feel release, i laugh a lot, i need to laugh... so that i will forget how to cry.
I still missing someone, can't lie to myself... But I don't feel love from others like i was used to.
maybe this heart still uncure.

Halloween is next week!!!! hohohoho so excited, can't wait till that day. party party parteyy e e e

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Hmm.. feel so nice listening to some romance song while writing this.. give me an inspiration..
Another silly question today, Why I can't get over you? Just WHY CANNOT? are you that stick in my mind? I kept telling people around how much I miss you, like everyday every second.. sighs*
some of them said i'm crazy. Yes I am crazy.. I am so MADLY Crazy, I don't know why this feeling hurts everytime i remember you. some even told me to get over you, i scream at them and said CANNOT! I JUST CAN'T!!!!
although just a short time we know each other, but how much i feel you this close everyday, I miss hugging you..miss when you're laughing..miss the way you look at me, miss your voice in the midnight of silence, miss your soften smell, sighs*
You might be far away...
You might be out of my sight...
I don't even know what yo doing out there..
Are you doing good? do u ever think of me like i always do?
I'm falling apart, I barely breathing with a broken heart...
I just can see you trough this nonsense technology..
And true I just can write it here, couldn't tell you how i feel, but i want you to know this is truly from my heart, I realize I fall in love so deep... I don't have the cure, You are my favourite drug.

Something always brings me back to you
It never takes too long
No matter what I say or do
I'll still feel you here 'til the moment I'm gone

You hold me without touch
You keep me without chains
I never wanted anything so much
Than to drown in your love and not feel your rain

I live here on my knees
As I try to make you see
That you're everything I think I need
Here on the ground
But you're neither friend nor foe
Though I can't seem to let you go
The one thing that I still know is that
You're keeping me down...

If you're reading this... "If you are". I don't know if you did read my blog or not. But I just wanna write about it.. maybe someday You'll see it... I am still waiting, Will I ever see you again? that will be a new answer for me everyday.

Missing you everyday in my life...



Holding Your heart~

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Just drop by to post my new hair style, I guess what i wanted finally came true. the mohawk hair.
woots. don't be surprise gentleman. cause you know i'm that crazy, and you can't stop me from being me dude.
so here it is:


























































SURPRISEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

Herbert is gonna laugh when he finally see it. right man? kick ass*

there you go, don't be surprise cause you know i quite like making surprise.

Sneak peak:

I totally in love with this two movie below, both are Romantic Comedy show, well i should say i love those kind of movie. seriously it made me laugh and cry at once.
But if you told me to choose which one of this movie better:



The answer is, Both. I'm sorry but both were amazing show, so much entertaining. :)
You should watch!!!
That's it for todayyyyyyy....

I'm signing out now

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feels like the rain's not gonna stop, i keep looking out the window and it's still drizzle and pretty cold in my office, luckily i wear a jacket today, so probably i'm the most warm here. But i think I just sneeze.
I wish they serve me a Hot chocolate like right now before i get sick!

Well went for Yogurt yesterday after work with Imelda, was so lazy and madly unglam for my look. luckily when i met imelda, she also looks unglam. so here we are walking through cambridge tower and ate yogurt:



Lols. damn chio.... my face kana want to sleep like that. going to sharpen my ridiculous hair today
i need to tidy it up, my fringe is covering my eyes, so irritating. need a hair cut immediately.



here's the packaging of Blu apple cup, it's cute tho.



with some words behind it, i think it's like a slogan of the yogurt.



I told Imelda, hey look feeling like eating dog's food right now. lols well i should say it's nice.



This is Imelda's. she tried out the pancake, it's a usual pancake i guess not so special... and WHY THE HELL ON EARTH THEY PUT DURIAN ON IT? geez! and honestly the added of the durian really make it looks worst. I can't imagine eating yogurt and durian at once, so want to vomit right now! ew.

I googled just now and really curious about blu apple, i mean where it's came from? so i got this:
Jakarta is the first to open this store, i think it's located at Semanggi Mall if i'm not mistaken.
and i quite like the design rather than here:





it's like so big and love the interior.

Okhayyy last but not least:



Last saturday photo which is taken inside the restroom. I just found out Darnila's blazer almost looks the same as mine >..> same color tho.

That's it for today, yawn*
going for Soto Sinar Pagi for lunch later. yums!

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Pretty exhausted today, still feel the tiredness from last night, working till 23.30.
it's finally Saturday and people said it's a relaxing day, some called it "Lazy Saturday". but too bad i don't do stuffs like usual lady do on their Saturday, pedicure?Spa?massage? dating? Saloon-ing? i think it's wasted to do all of that, too princess for me. i prefer going to club and partey all night long till i get hangover the other day.
I still can't club tonight and hated bout it since they invited a special Guest from UK, Dj Sofie sugar if im not mistaken her name. it says she's ever spin with the most number one Dj in the world Mr. Armin Van Buuren. hell no. must be very crowded and interesting night, but yet i can't go. sighs*
one of my bestie Josclind, asked me for a movie tonight,Ugly Truth? maybe im gonna go..

I kind so pissed bout some people likes to insult and critics others, let me tell you One ugly guy was chatting with me on facebook, I don't know who the hell is he, and i dunt even care if he did exist or not. I mean who will care? cause he even that ugly to be care and remember, duh!
but then he showed up like really know who you are and keep mocking on me? wtf dude?
the last time i remember he said: "Hey Masda(My parent's store), why your face looks like a guy?" what a fuckin ridiculous question for a stranger to blow me off? even GOD said I AM PRETTY!
I was like wtf? I don't even know you buddy? and hell to that i don't care if he said he'd ever went to my parent's store and bought something. Fuck you man. I don't need your dirty money, pretending like knowing who am i, see i don't even remember you?
I striked back to him " well why is ur face looks like a girl? "

this is a guy i was talking about:



think you are that handsome meh? with all of your lousy style like that, you got no taste man. so don't ever came to people till you look at urself. cih! well the last thing i did was i have to kick you out from my fb friend list cause I don't know at all why you should stay on my Friend list.

Okhay enough by that ridiculous dude. im gonna continue about last night story, had a photo session for some boutique and I was the photographer and my models : Darnila Go, Natalie J, Christine Sia and Jill Martania.



Christine, Darnila, me, Jill , Natalie and Marlina.



Christine,Annike, Darnila, Jill , Natalie and Marlina.



Jill and Darnila my plus size models, but they did a great job. :)



me and Jill



me and Christine, so ridiculous i had to shoot her, cause she's a photographer too.

well last but not least i have this:



Dedicated to someone who will always be One sweet Love for me. I know you won't ever see this and even if you see you won't know if this might be for you. But this is me, a fool girl who's still waiting for a nonsense love.
Now I know Love is Blind and I totally blinded by it.

maybe Blinded by you.


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Fuck! a stupid sore throat, sneezing thingy and Cough is killing me now! i never feel so weak like this.. I'm not in a mood of anything now, accept one thing. looking for someone photos make me feel better. :) My lil sister asked me a beef curry for lunch, too bad i can't go since i'm not really in mood eating that, and will make my throat more worst later.
saturday night met up with Enily, Darnila and friends.. it's mooncake festival, or they called it "CAP GO MEH".
so here's some photos :



me and Miss Darnila



Emily, Natalie and Me. Emily finally showed up at one of my photos.



Toiled Busted!



Emily again, me, Christine, Natalie and Marlina.



Miss Darnila, me, Christine, Natalie, Marlina and Annike. Darnila and Natalie looks headache cause of paparazzi who's keep looking at us.

that's it for today, just so lazy to talk more..since cough* since I have a terrible Sore cough* throat and cough at once, fuck dude.sighs.

I'm signing out

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almost forget to post about last sunday story when i stayed over Josclind's. well not much to post.. just want to show u some pics which i edited a lil bit like Lomography style, it looks old but i quite like the effect.
like usual Bff finally met up again and had a great Lunch at Binje, Josclind brought this cute glasses.



i might be look like harry potter without a scar and blue eyes, dude....



Josclind looks like a glasses seller, but in a cute way for sure. see she got lots of rounded harry potter glasses! hahaha



sese and Bf look hot that day.



sendy and Bf, i think they really belong together. like seriously.



Me and Jos pose like chio, i really like those LOMO effect on my photos this time. thanks Jos for introducing it to me :D

after chitchat and lunch, headed to Jos's and i took a photo of her puppie, named COCO. madly cute!



I told you.. when you look at her you will feel like, OMG damn cute! you'll try to hug her but little coco here is a lil bit naughty and hard to catch, but she's still cute tho.



here's Coco's mommy. haha Jos spent time with autism cause of her dog, like talking to her dog and playing with her. so chio..

Okhay, that's it... the first time i stayed over Jos house after a long time planning. :)

last but not least, my mom just got back from singapore for attended my cousin's wedding party.
and she brought me this, which is a thanks gift.



totally love it! Can you imagine like someone purposing you with a very big pink diamond crystal ring. i will totally accept those person for sure. wink* wink*

i am signing out now!

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